i just came back from sp, kedah. gosh.... i feel so elated, excited, happy, and the list goes on. one wouldn't have said the visit was great as it was filled with the normal misunderstandings. however, he made up for all of it the first day and late yesterday night til today before i left. everything he did and said for me in those period really touches me. and the fact that he's doing medic with me...he told me last minute in the bus just before i left sp... really made me a happy girl all the way home. even though i dont know what our future hold for us but he made me beautiful err....not promises..one thing about him is he dont simply make promises. tats wat i like about him. he gave sincere words that he'll try something. it made you believe in him easily as he dont just give his words easily. if he knows its not something he can do, he wont say it. the look on his face when he talked to me today was simply too much for me to take. i couldnt put it into words at all.

ah...i've no mood to write now. very tired after the bus trip. all i wanna say is I LOVE YOU and Thank You for giving me such a heart warming time there. this trip really recharged our love. hope that whatever that changed you will guide us through our time together later on. muaks

Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic

You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are!

***Your Love Element Is Metal***

In love, you inspire and respect your partner.
For you, love is all about fusing together for one incredible life experience.

You attract others with wit and a bit of flash.
Your flirting style is defined by making others want and value you.

Greatness and optimism are the cornerstones of your love life.
You may let go too easily, but you never get weighed down by your past.

You connect best with: Earth

Avoid: Fire

You and another Metal element: will control and smother each other

***You Are Internal - Realist - Empowered***

You feel your life is controlled internally.
If you want something, you make it happen.
You don't wait around for things to go your way.
You value your independence and don't like others to have control.

You are a realist when it comes to luck.
You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random.
You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you...
But you do your best to try to make your own luck.

You have a good deal of power, but you also know the pecking order.
You realize that working the system does get you further.
You know who to defer to and who to control.
When it comes to the game of life, you play things flawlessly.

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DISCLAIMER: THIS ENTRY CONTAINS CERTAIN ELEMENTS THAT IS UNSUITABLE FOR THOSE FAINT-HEARTED ONES. Haha...not faint-hearted. I mean it’s a little sensitive la.... READ ON IF YOU DARE!! Muahahaha.... ( a lil too evil... oopss..)

Today my family received a weird letter from a man. It was written in mandarin and looking for friendship. He gave us his name, age, address and number. I mean, how desperate can a guy be? He just simply gets an address from somewhere and start sending all this silly mails in the hope that someone would reply him. However, he mentioned that he was a manager in kl. I feel that it is really appalling for a manager to do so. I was thinking if he’s a manager of a entertainment outlet somewhere in kl looking for girls who are in for quick relationship and also money. Scary how people’s mind work sometimes. I pity girls who fall for his scam. Who knows what he would do to them. From a simply sms, it might lead to more and in the end, who would be the one who lose everything? Only the girls not him. Sigh.... I checked with my cousin if he was sending the letters to everyone in the neighbourhood but it wasn’t true. I couldn’t check with others because I don’t really know them but I sure hope no one will let their curiosity get the better from them. No one will know what will happen if he had the chance to know a naïve girl.

This reminds me of a website where people can get new friends from which I accidentally (err...it was out of curiosity, I don’t need this to help me find bf... I’ve not resort to such measure yet.... haha...jk ) surfed once. Gosh.... I think I’ve really forgotten how dangerous and wild the world around me is. The girls who advertised themselves there are simply so..... wild wasn’t good enough a word for them. They put on skimpy clothing and snapped pictures to attract guys or maybe attract urban “wolves”, you might say. Some of their gestures or positions in the photos are simply too atrocious. Any guy who looks at those pictures might just be tempted to have one night stand with those girls. And guess what? That is REALLY their INTENTION!! I read one’s profile and she gave me an impression of a whore. Gosh!!!! But you can say she’s not a cheap one. She’s a really expensive one. She wanted no motels only 5 star hotels. And the first meeting must be accompanied by a prepaid reload card of at least RM 30 I think. The next meeting will be determined by the value of the presents the suitor gets her. She stated that the gifts must be more than hundreds of dollars. And she said those who cant afford her should never try to message her. OMG! Can you imagine someone who can go so low? I mean, I don’t want to be degrading but I know for sure she isn’t forced into this “job”. For her, its pure leisure and fun. Wow.... can anyone enlighten me on how our society has become? Guess im stucked in kedah for so long until I’ve become err.... old-fashioned thinking? I don’t think so. I dare bet im more open that some of those here. But I still cannot accept the level of humiliation she has let herself go to. It really make her sound and look so cheap. I read certain comments on her page and all the guys there were degrading her telling her she’s a cheap whore and etc. why did she not bother to change her words. I can understand her sleeping with many guys but why advertise. Many did it without advertising I’m sure. Seriously... that I can accept. But putting it into words itself is something too much.

Ever realized that I only looked at girls’ profiles? Actually, I have no interest in guys’ at all. I don’t know why. I’ve always been more interested to look at pretty girls more than handsome or cute guys. Just the way my baby is but I doubt he don’t look at pretty girls la..haha..

Well, I think I went a little too far than intended d. so I’m going to stop here. But any feedbacks is welcomed.